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angry To all of my "Friends" back home:
You all fucking are retards, I hope you all get in a car crash and walk away badly deformed only for the whole world to make fun of you or ignore you, then you all live lonley lives and die in a very horrible way, like getting cancer or becoming a leper. This of course does not go for my real friends who support me, talk to me, get a hold of me, or those who are happy for Heather and I. Throughout all of Highschool, and middle, and hell some of elementry, Ive known some of you people. I have been there for a lot of you, and some of you know me, and more than most of you dont. I go half way across the world, and I dont even hear from you, you dont even contact me, you dont even give support to those who are close to me, like my family, or Heather. I truly wish the for the worst to happen to you, and karma will come around and get you in the end. Again this does not inculde those who are truly my friends, who do take the time to talk to me, or support me, or be happy for me. You know who you are. I thought that when I left for here, Id have a great group of people back home to come too, I was sorely mistaken.
Jason
March 18 2006, 18:02:54 UTC 6 years ago
I guess all I can say to that is I for one am forgetful, lazy, and pretty much unreliable lately...maybe I didn't really realize how shitty it is for you, and that you need our support...I have school and work and bills (fuck responsibility) and stress and then I've got my friends that I try to find time to see but it just doesn't seem to happen...
I definitely should've gotten on livejournal to see what was goin on with you, but then again I haven't been on livejournal for like a year
We all lose touch with each other in different ways or another...guess it's just easier to interact with people that you are close to and see every day or so ( or your ridiculously addicted to a game such as DDO and trying not to fail you classes at the same time )
Guess its all just excuses to you but at least I tried
I can't really speak for Chris/Kris because I haven't really seen them in awhile...their leaving for Arizone sometime soon I hear
avoir
March 19 2006, 10:51:13 UTC 6 years ago
I know
I know you guys have stuff to do there too, but man, anything would be nice. From anyone! Somethings cant be helped I know, but its just nice to hear from you guys, I mean hell, the only people I talk to are Heather, my da, Rice, and evan sometimes, everyone else is in their own distant world. Just do well and it would be nice to hear from you sometimes. Oh, and one thing that was posted on my lj was the whole support thing. You all know Heather, you all know my family, anyone at any given time could say hi, how are you? ask them maybe how I am, I believe this stuff is a lot harder on my family and Heather than it is for me. I know a lot of you arent happy for us, Heather and I, and that really fuckin hurts. I guess thats all I gotta say on that matter.Anonymous
March 27 2006, 02:55:34 UTC 6 years ago
Re: I know
It's a two way street. You've got all this time to rant and rave about people not contacting you, why don't you take the time and effort to contact us.October 17 2008, 10:25:46 UTC 3 years ago
March 18 2006, 23:51:33 UTC 6 years ago
Just so you know
hey! I thought you should know that even if you feel like everyone is turning their backs on you, that you do have people who love you here, and miss you dearly. It must be really hard being so far away from everyone you love. You are undoubtedly alot braver than me or anyone I know. You might be far away Jason, but for some you are in no way forgotten. I understand your frustration with people who you call (called) your friends, (maybe not completely, but for the most part) because I see it all the time, and Im not as far away as you are. Anyway, my point is again, you are dearly missed wether you know it or not.Sincerely
Sasha
P.S. Ill have your scarf for you someday! I promise! ;-) (I havent even finished Jubals yet, hehehe )
March 19 2006, 10:53:58 UTC 6 years ago
Re: Just so you know
Miss me eh? and love me? thats a funny thing, the people who I called my "friends" couldnt give a rats fuckin ass about me or Heather, or my family. Fuckin shit man, the only reason why some of the guys, ie, kris and chris came over to my place was to fuckin pick up cards or games, for fucking Heaven's sake man. I was pretty fuckin bad at this thing too, with knowing what is the best plan of action, knowing the things to say, and do. But if I can pick up on it, then everyone should be able to. Fuck just drop a line, a email, call or talk to Heather, or my family. Now Im just ranting.March 27 2006, 03:05:12 UTC 6 years ago
Re: Just so you know
Just because someone doesn't talk to you as much as YOU would like them to doesn't mean they don't give a rats ass about your or heather or your family...don't you think you are being some what selfish....not everyone can just drop everything to do something for you....oh and that thing about karma being a bitch....wait for your turn jason, it's gonna bite you in the ass.March 20 2006, 00:28:10 UTC 6 years ago
Hey man
Hey man, been meaning to send you another E-mail. A little bit of real life got in the way and I'm sorry about that. I agree some of the people who called themselves your friends might not talk to you a lot man, but everyone has there own problems with life there own things going on, I guess thats no excuse... I mean I agree it isn't much to ask for your friends to spend 5 minutes to get in contact with you some how and just let you know they care, after all we've been through its the least that could be done. But don't hold onto the bad feelings, or think bad of them. I know you man, I know you wrote a lot of this out of sadness moreso than anger. You miss your friends and family as you should. Hold onto the good things man, you'll be home soon you'll get to see your friends, your family. Were all here for you, some of them might not write, or call or anything but I know that they do think about you and that they do care. Don't loose sight of the good times man, and do what you can to be happy. You'll be home soon and I promise you'll have people here happy, and waiting for you. As always you know I support you in anything man, I just want to see you happy. I'll always speak my mind if I think it needs to be said, you know that =P But in the end man, be happy about the things you have don't dwell on the other stuff. You have a lot of great things going for you in your life, hold on to those things bro I promise things will work out. =)Will talk to you again soon man, stay safe and don't dwell, stay happy and think of all the good things man ^,^
Love always,
Jason
March 23 2006, 07:59:36 UTC 6 years ago
Re: Hey man
To you my friend, I say...HadokenMarch 23 2006, 10:13:29 UTC 6 years ago
Re: Hey man
To you my friend, I say...Kamehameha Hurry and get home man, I'm bored off my ass! =P Than again I'm sure your life isn't all flowers and buttercups either ^,^ But yea get home.~Jason
March 23 2006, 08:00:23 UTC 6 years ago
Re: Hey man
Your right, to an extent. I see what ur tryin to tell me. Thanks for spellin some of it out for me.Anonymous
March 24 2006, 14:54:50 UTC 6 years ago
Re: Hey man
Your post touched me, made me think about my first deployments, and inspired some unsolicited advice.http://foreignobjectdamage.blogspot.com/2
Good luck. God speed. There are people who think about you and what you're doing. But don't even know you. There are others who've been there and understand.
Fod
Anonymous
March 24 2006, 18:05:01 UTC 6 years ago
Master Chief's on target
FOD's got it on target (http://haloscan.com/tb/fodamage/114321193345506841). I've responded as well here (http://gmapalumni.org/chapomatic/?p=1555)--your post made Mudville Gazette's Dawn Patrol.We've all been there. Keep charging.
Anonymous
March 24 2006, 18:05:47 UTC 6 years ago
Re: Master Chief's on target
Okay, the links don't work like I thought they would.http://gmapalumni.org/chapomatic/?p=1555 <==cut 'n' paste
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